Impulse

The yelling
The screaming
The constantly tense atmosphere
I can't seem to escape
The cries from my mom, my brother and sister
And myself
I listen and my heart caves in
As my personal dicipline has broken loose
No longer am I in control of my own body
Impulse
The act of which I take action on
My head is spinning
As I angrily walk towards him
He smirks
And I break
She tells me to stop yelling
To stop screaming
But I just can't seem to escape
The need to get revenge