Out

Stuck in a sturdy cell called home. Abandoned home disguised as a mighty fortress.
So much you cannot see, for you are blind beyond all ignorance.
I'm stuck here, in this hole. I can't get out, I can't get out no matter how hard I try.
I am bound here for all of eternity. Not meant to get away, to get out..

I can't escape your words..your lies. All the things you've said.
They say it doesn't matter, they aren't worth it.
Well, you're not. You're not worth one breath of mine.
What I need most is to break through this force you have on me.

If only they knew what it was like. To be cut, and thrown all over the floor.
...And to be stepped on over and over and over again countless times.
You cannot possibly begin to fathom the hardships I've endured in the past year.
I don't want your sympathy. I don't want anything from you.

Trapped here in this wretched town; I've known all the same faces for years at a time.
When will I venture to a new land and leave this juvenile world behind?
I hope it to be soon, for I am becoming evasive. The slope is growing slippery and,
The dream, the gleam in my eye is slowly dying evanescent.

You'll never surrender your goal of breaking me. But I'll never give in to your imbecility.
I'll stand my ground and laugh at your oblivion. Enough of your pity, I don't need it.
It seems everywhere I run, you're always there. So, I'm done running.
I'm done begging you to quit... I'm done trying to get out. Because I never will.