Unforgiven

I wasn't prepared for the disaster that occurred.
I didn't intend on it happening..
I went there for you. To sit beside you, to be with.. you.
The embrace I felt.. it wasn't from you.
I spifflicated all hope between us, with one inane decision.
That's not who I am, I swear of it.
They might all say that...but I mean it.
Granted, the night was not proper.. the situation, incorrect.
But as ruler of my mind and body, I should have held control.
But I didn't.
I don't know what it is about you, that keeps me coming back for more.
I know you're not good for me. You're the worst.
Yet, after I took away all faith from ever being with you again,
I feel as though I'd do anything to get that opportunity back.
You don't care, I know you don't.
But I do.
And I'll stop at nothing to win your trust back.
To win... you back.