apart.

Trying to find the words to describe
the pain within my heart
is just as easy as it would be to forgive all that you've done
i could
but i wouldn't
we can never be what we were before.
time has warped our minds
and can undo it as well, apart
together, we create a chemical imbalance in the earth
mass destruction, total inebriation
that is why
apart
is what we must be.
forevermore

Running

All of my life, I've always been running
from one class to the next
from one friend to the next
from one boy to the next
Running
Sometimes sprinting - and at other times, slowing down
But never walking
It's always been fast-paced
Stressing about every detail
of every english assignment that I just had to ace
about every show that I just had to be cast in
Running
Throwing myself into situations in which I couldn't handle
situations I shouldn't be handling
Sprinting back and forth - work and rehearsals
Running my mouth
to people I really shouldn't have
on subjects which were not my forte
Quickly skipping to each room
it felt like a dream
in fast forward
You'd think for a runner, I'd be in better shape
Running
They never saw
But all this time I've been running
with scissors
I've just been so lucky to have not tripped
until now